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My coworkers see me as a amazing, smart, confident organizer that even though I have some quirks and may be awkward at times, I get shit done and I can defend myself. They don’t no that sometimes I cant handle new situations or new people and I want to break down. But I put on a fake smile, try to be “normal” and make it through the day without having a panic attack. I’m already very comfortable with the majority of my coworkers to the point that I can hug them without flinching or pulling away or making a face.

Someone, whom I’ve spoken a total of two times took it upon himself to hug me without my permission. I calmly pulled away and left. I panicked. Panic attack mode was about to happen. I told two of my coworkers and they didn’t see the big deal and decided to make me feel worse about how I was feeling. This organization is supposed to be progressive and liberal. How am I supposed to teach them that is not ok to touch anyone you’ve barely met?

I am currently keeping my panic attack under control by typing all this out on my phone. I don’t even know who to talk to about this without them thinking I’m being a silly girl. Maybe I can find an empty room to dance it out. That might be fun.

believebeluga:

Wingardium leviorca

believebeluga:

Wingardium leviorca

hermione + text posts

the-goddamazon:

t-high-la420:

start ur day off right with hearty bowl of gina torres as cleopatra letting xena know she’s DTF.

Reblogging again because y’all know Xena was bout that life.

themselfff:

I WANT MORE MUPPETS ON MY DASH

crofethr:

denali-winter:

BAM.

I have never hit reblog so fast in my LIFE.

I don’t know why I posted everything. I know it won’t be published or viewed. Something is always wrong. Yes. I haven’t submitted this weeks shifts and 1:1s. Just commit cards. But I know things are perfect. I love you, whoever is reading this

I don’t know where to turn without there being judgement. I want a place where I can be held and wanted

My own father doesn’t want me around much less me brother or sister. I just want s family to love me. I don’t know what that feels like any more